Previously on The Life of Meerkat

So remember that new year resolution about writing more? That idea kind of died before it was even born. (Sorry about that, everyone!) Nevertheless here I am, ready to stretch my muscles enough to have me in fit shape for a new year of writing. Yes, I know 2016 is well over two months away, but it's high time to catch up on old resolutions and give them a kick now so that I can get a head start on 2016.

So here's a little catch-up of what you've missed so far:

• I celebrated my 29th birthday
• I've been at a job I love for 14 months now
• I went from temp to perm in April
• I'm on my 21st book this year
• I've finally seen Miss Saigon live
• The boyfriend celebrated his 40th
• We've been to our first UK Games Expo
• I've held a live owl and petted a real meerkat
• I showed up at my dad's unannounced for Easter break and I've never seen anyone so surprised and glad to see me, ever!
• I've been to London four times this year and Oxford another two
• I've made a Tom Baker scarf (it's a bloody long achievement)
• I got used to getting up at 5am every weekday
• I've spent a full week in the Algarve, which I hadn't done since I moved to the UK
• I got over my dread of selfies and making funny faces on camera thanks to the Big Hoot owls
• I've finally learnt how to make tomato risotto and it's the best comfort food

That's about what I can remember now. I'll try and keep this going from now on. Watch this space and keep your fingers crossed!

2014 in review

So given that it's the last day of January I thought it might be high time to think back on what 2014 has brought me.

I started the year with a brand new, amazing job. The work was great, my colleagues were fantastic, the location was top-notch, the whole package was fabulous. For the first time in my life I had a conventional grown-up job and I couldn't have been happier.

In 2014 me and my better half went on our first big adventure abroad - a trip to Morocco! We rode camels through desert dunes (have I mentioned I'm terrified of heights?), we spent the night in a Bedouin camp, we ate under the stars, we explored the capital, wandered in the souks and haggled (poorly) for our souvenirs and got lost in labyrinth that is the medina.

After pancake day I decided, as a bit of an after thought to do the whole of Lent without a single taste of chocolate. I never thought I had it in me to go half that long without it, but the truth of the matter is I somehow did it. And might proud of it I am too!

Then in May I was made redundant. Heartbroken as I was to lose the best job I've had thus far I went back home, recharged my batteries and then returned for the all too familiar job hunting process. In just under two months I got the job where I am now, so all in all I did well and was quite lucky.

In August I started the new job, which I love. My team is great and the job is good fun. Fingers crossed I can imagine a bright future if all goes well. Life as a grown-up is good.

Due to a series of events I ended up having two periods during which the boyfriend was abroad and I had the house all to myself. That was a first in my life. For almost two weeks whenever I was home I had Friends on all the time, just because. I knitted on the big sofa (it's a two-seater, so big needles are a big no no) and listened to French music whenever I felt like it. It was a nice pampering me time.

We had a series of short but quite enjoyable outings - we got lost in a maize maze, we went to a music festival in Cheltenham, we went to Oxford a number of times, we went to ComicCon twice, we cosplayed, we celebrated my 28th in London with a true Portuguese custard tart, we handled birds of prey (at least one of us did... I just took the cool photos!) and we had a weekend away in Ludlow.

Towards the end of the year, and quite by a stroke of luck, we went to see Avenue Q. It's been ages since I last saw a musical on stage, so the whole experience just reminded me of something I love so much that I had lost touch with for a while. Definitely an experience to be repeated soon!

And then we had the most chilled Christmas holidays, nestled in our living room, watching movies in our pyjamas and playing board games.

All in all it was a fantastic 2014. And something tells me 2015 is promising to be even better!

2014 - The readings

Hello one and all! I trust you all had a fantastic Christmas and are all busy reviewing how 2014 went. Since we're getting close to the end of the year it's time for me to do the same, starting with the readings!

1. A Storm of Swords - Blood and Gold, George R.R. Martin ****
2. Looking for Alaska, John Green ***
3. Madrugada Suja, Miguel Sousa Tavares ****
4. Night Circus, Erin Mogenstern ****
5. A Feast for Crows, George R.R. Martin *****
6. The Book Thief, Marcus Zuzak ****
7. A Long Way Down, Nick Hornby ***
8. Levels of Life, Julian Barnes ***
9. The Bone Season ****
10. A Dance with Dragons - Dreams and Dust, George R.R Martin ****
11. A Desumanização, Valter Hugo Mãe ****
12. Forgive me, Leonard Peacock, Matthew Quick ***
13. The Catcher in the Rye, J.D. Salinger ***
14. Fangirl, Rainbow Rowell ****
15. The railway man, Eric Lomax ****
16. The Color Purple, Alice Walker *****
17. A Trança de Inês, Rosa Lobato Faria ***
18. Flow My Tears, the Policeman Said, Philip K. Dick ****
19. A Christmas Carol, Charles Dickens *****

And that's it for 2014! More exciting new reads in 2015!

Thankful Thursday # 13

So today of all days I thought it would be a good idea to bring Thankful Thursday back to life after so long. Here we go!

1. Christmas! It's that magical time of year, the most magical of all seasons! It's one of my absolute favourite days of the year because of all the great things it brings.
2. Fuzzy socks - because it's so darn cold!
3. My boyfriend. Of all that I've been blessed with throughout my life the fact that this wonderful person happened to think I was special and could make him happy still astounds me and it's still the biggest hit on the blessing list. I'm really lucky to have him in my life and only hope I can make him as happy as he makes me.
4. Lovely Christmas food. This year I'm trying to be good and not go overboard with the food frenzy and it's actually been okay. I haven't felt like I've eaten an entire village's calorie intake (which is in itself a massive success as most of you can attest) or that the food I've had was extremely indulgent. 
5. Christmas decorations. I'm a massive Christmas tree fan and if I could I'd have several around the house. As it is we only have the one, but we make a grand event of it, decorating it with Christmas decorations and other things that make us happy (like spaceships!). Also a recent fan of spreading our Christmas cards around the living room, it reminds us of the lovely people we have in our lives.
6. Scented candles - because they make any evening a bit more special.
7. Christmas at home. This year we happened to spend Christmas in our flat, just the two of us. We do miss our families and spending this day with day, but at the same time we're having loads of fun with just the two of us. No running around, no feast after feast, no one else around, just us in our pajamas, playing games and watching movies from our comfy sofa under a massive blanket. Chilled and fuss free.
8. Skype. Because this way we can still connect with the family and feel close to them on this special time of the year.
9. Sunny mornings. No justification needed, sunny mornings are just better. Period.
10. Extended Christmas break. This year the holidays have fallen perfectly on a Thursday and a Friday, giving us a nice four day break. In a word: bliss!

30 ahead

It was just another day, commuting back home from the office, and just like that it hit me that in little over 14 months I'll be turning 30.

30.

I've spent most of my life yearning for my thirties, daydreaming about how put together my life would be and how much I'd have achieved by then. I truly believed that by the age of 30 I'd have moved out of my dad's, I'd be in a serious relationship and have a proper grown-up job. I'd drive my own car and plan my own life, taking pleasure in even the smallest and dullest of details, like doing my own laundry and managing not to turn all my clothes marshmallow pink. I'd have time for my hobbies, for the musicals and the books and the movies and everything else under the sun that caught my eye. And I'd have good friends around me. And I'd travel somewhere new a couple of times a year.

And to be honest, it's not like I'm that far behind (reading the words as they pour out of my fingers you'd think I'm actually right on schedule!), but I want more from my twenties. And so it's time to start planning my grand exit. To make 29 the best year yet. And then let the next decade try and top it up!

Yeah, that sounds like a plan...

Autumn is coming

So it seems the dawn of a new season is swiftly upon us and because I refuse to succumb to the gloom and doom of leaving Summer behind, here is a list of all the amazing things to be enjoyed this season:

1. The pavement covered in crunchy yellow leaves. It's an eternal childhood joy, stepping on freshly fallen leaves and hearing them crunch under our feet. Also, it makes for pretty pictures.
2. Long sleeves. I do love the lightness of leaving the house without a massive bundle of a coat, but there's something comforting about pulling on your sleeves.
3. Steaming cups of tea. Wrapping your hands around a steaming cuppa - what could be better?
4. Cosy indoor plans. Gaming and watching movies on the sofa, especially when there's someone to cuddle up to - yes, please!
5. The sound of rain falling (all the sweeter when you're inside or even better - in bed).
6. Cinnamon and pumpkin flaroured everything. Lattes, pastries, cakes, it seems coffee shops sell nothing else when Autumn kicks in.
7. Heavier bedding. I'm the sort of person that likes to burrow when sleeping, so I happily welcome an extra duvet for the colder seasons.
8. Soups and one pot meals. Out with light and fresh salads and barbecues (that I very much love) and in with good hearty food!
9. Candlelight. It's the sign that Autumn is truly here, when I start feeling a growing desire for light up candles around the house. It just feels so... cosy! (yes, I know I'm very big with that word).
10. Slippers, socks and all manner of fluffy things. Having your feet alfresco might feel great but there's no denying how comfy a nice pair of socks feels, especially in the comfort of your own home.
11. French and jazzy music. Maybe that's just me, but I have a special place in my heart for French music playing in the background and every year Autumn seems to rekindle this love with a burning flame.
12. Crafty projects. Sock puppets, knitting and sewing feel better in the colder months. Firstly because wool and Summer sweaty hands don't really go together. Secondly because your house feels so much more inviting and warm and handmade projects are a great way to fill up that extra time indoors in between movies and games (maybe that last part is just me...)
13. All this cosiness indoors naturally prompts more reading time, and in my book that's always a plus.

So come on in, Autumn, and be most welcome. I'm sure we'll get along fine this year!

Meerkats just wanna have fun

So R.'s been gone for five days and although I miss him to bits I'm marvelling at all the wonderful things I get to do while he's gone, so much so that I've decided to compile a list of fun stuff to do (I realise this is for my own enjoyment only, so feel free to scroll down for more interesting stuff).

1. Knit in the big sofa. It's a two-seat, so when he's around I never knit on the sofa because I keep poking him with the needles and believe it or not he doesn't like that.
2. Watch whatever movies I feel like it whenever I want. We have a lot in common when it comes to cinematic taste, but still it's nice to know I do whatever I please and go crazy without feeling guilty for putting him through a two hour musical with no plot.
3. Sleep on the whole bed when it's hot. When I fall asleep I get really hot really fast, especially in the Summer. However, because I have the bed all to myself I simply roll over to his side whenever I get uncomfortably hot until it cools and I can roll back to my side.
4. Detoxing. Because I'm by myself and I'm too lazy to cook proper meals for one everyday I've taken the opportunity to do an impromptu detox. For the past few days I've been living on natural juices, fruit, soup, water, coffee, one daily portion of grilled meat and roasted veg. I haven't lost any weight (yet!) but I feel like my body has been decluttered, that it has more energy and it's much much happier.
5. Having a reading fest. You know when you just want to read for hours? Well for the past and next few days I can go crazy! Put some French music on, grab a book and curl up for however long until my reading thirst has been sated. 
6. Impromptu plans. I'm completely living in the moment, simply because I don't have anyone but me to deal with or worry about and it feels great to have a few selfish days! And if I feel the urge to go shopping at 3am (which hasn't happened yet), I know I can.
7. Soliloquys around the house. It sounds ridiculous but I'm taking great pleasure from knowing that if I want I can just start doing the St Crispin's Day speech completely out of the blue and for no good reason. Or that I can spontaneously burst into song or do silly dances and no one will worry I might have lost the plot.
8. Having a cleaning frenzy. You know when you just want to clear everything out of a room, clean it, sort it and then put everything back in? When I clean I prefer to have an early start and work my way into nightfall or until the task is finished. I'm a do it in one go kind of person, whereas R. is more of a lets compartmentalise the effort and spread it over a longer period of time kind of person. But not today! Today is the day when I get through every little thing we have in the closet and sort some of the paperwork we've been piling up for ages. Rock on!
9. Have Friends on all the time. We all like to have something going on the background to keep us company. R. likes QI and Mythbusters, which is grand, I have Friends. And the beauty of it is that is almost always on, you just need to find the right channel. And it keeps me company as I go about my business in the house.
10. Rediscovering what a fun person I am. No R. and no job means that I can pretty much do whatever I want whenever I want. Of course I still have basic stuff I need to go through (job hunting, job interviews, exercising (meh!), keeping the house clean and tidy-ish) but outside of that it's all about me. And that's great because I'm awesome!

Thankful Thursday # 12

It's been a while since the last time I did one of these. I must confess that things haven't been particularly easy for me for the past few weeks what with being unemployed for a bit over two months. I miss my old job and I hate jobhunting - I do it really well and am super organised and on top of things, but nevertheless I hate doing it. So I haven't really been in the mood to make a list of happy things. Today is the day I challenge that, at least for a bit, so shall we?

1. My boyfriend. Just having someone by my side is great because it helps so much to keep me grounded to reality, but to have this particular blend of awesomeness in my life is absolutely amazing. After so many job applications and interviews if it weren't for him I don't think I'd cope with what my life is so well. It's not just the support and the personalised emotional cheerleading; it's the strength and focus I find just by being next to him.
2. True Summer in the Midlands. Nice weather goes a long way to helping you keep your spirits up so I've been delighted with this past week - sunny, bright and hot, just like I like it!
3. Healthy food. I'm trying to make a change and give up sweets for a while and whilst that feels like a herculean task it's made considerably easier by thinking of all the fruit and fresh produce I get to have on my meals. I've done one serious day of intense fruit and veg intake and already my body feels more vibrant, like it's humming with energy, so onwards with it!
4. Having time for projects. Remember when you keep postponing tasks like reorganizing your pantry or decluttering your closet because you simply don't have the time? Well, I am channelling my extra time and energy on an enormous list of projects. To make matters more interesting, a few weeks ago R. found an app where you can create your virtual house (imagine Sims, but with the correct measurements of your actual home), so I'm having fun moving my virtual furniture around before starting to shuffle the real physical stuff.
5. Being on my own. This year sadly my and R. had to have our holidays separately which means that for the past five days I've had the house all to myself. Instead of dwelling on how much I miss him I am focusing on how much fun I can have solo. This means that when my side of the bed gets too hot in the middle of the night I can simply roll over to the other side. Or that I can knit in the big sofa without having to worry about hitting R. with the needles. Or that I can spend all my free time watching an entire season of Friends in one go. It's a world of choice!
6. Getting up early. I'm one of those people that when they don't have an alarm clock set they end up going to bed increasingly later and getting up almost at lunchtime. And whilst there's nothing wrong with that it's not something I particularly enjoy because it makes me feel that I've lost half the day by the time I wake up. However this time I'm proud to say I have been a very good girl, going to bed no later than midnight and getting up around 7am. I'd get myself a treat if I weren't a) on a diet and b) saving money due to lack of income, so never mind that!

No Garfield Mondays

Let me start by saying that I have always been a Garfield fan. I just love that cat and all other character that come with him (except Nermal, that cat's an idiot show-off!).

However, despite my love of the daily comic strip, I think ultimately Garfield's bad for someone who's trying to start a new week on the right foot. It's just bad juju to start your Monday saying you hate it. Plus it tastes of defeat and personal sabotage, doesn't it?

Yes, it's amusing to make fun of things like hating going to work, laziness, binge-eating and dog-kicking, but I'm afraid that on some (very real) level laughing at it just makes all those flaws more acceptable when really it shouldn't. I believe a bit of humour towards your shortcomings is important for a sane mind and healthy personal relationship with oneself, but that should never serve as an excuse or delay to change and improvement.

And how can you expect to have a wonderful week when the first thing you do is groan at its first day? To dismiss it outright as bad and horrible because it means you have to go to work instead of lazying about all day. What about all the other great things about it like your first cup of coffee or listening to your favourite music on the way to work? What if we started the week being grateful and happy for the small things that make every day (even Mondays) great? And what if we could even muster a bit of hope towards of all the great things that may be? Wouldn't that be something?

Maybe - just maybe - this is just me being extra sensitive due to the fact that I've been out of a job for almost two months and feel an ever increasing need to surround myself with positive thoughts and thus at this point in my life I can't exactly see Garfield as a friend. Not on Mondays at least. Because I need good weeks ahead. And it starts right here in my head.

So join me - close your eyes and take a breath. Now focus on one good thing in your life right now and on all other wonderful things to happen this week. And... go!

Surviving jobhunting

Jobhunting is far from being all puppies and rainbows. Especially if you're unemployed whilst doing it it's downright soul-destroying. So how do you survive it? How do you keep from going mental and coming out on the other side as a strong individual? Well, I don't actually have a magic potion to share, but here's what I try to implement in my case!

1. Grieve. Jobhunting is a brutal business, so give yourself some time (key work here being some!) to heal before getting back up and getting yourself out there. It's alright to feel a bit lost and sad because of this new reality. Sometimes you need to take a step back so you can take two steps forward. To gain momentum, like pushing a coiled spring downwards before releasing it.
2. Make a plan. Don't just go through the motions, instead take the time to draw up a plan of what you want to do first, then second, then third, etc. Start with tweaking your CV, then see what comes next. You can create a profile on several jobhunting websites, contact recruitment agencies directly and see if you can be one of their candidates, jobhunt for jobs online, etc.
3. Be organised. Keep track of what you're doing. I find that keeping a spreadsheet with all the jobs I've applied to on any given day will help keep track of my progress and monitor how well things are going. Don't deceive yourself saying you've applied to loads of things - be specific and know your numbers! If you do create that handy spreadsheet, try to keep it tidy and updated as much as possible. I separate my applications by website, so that I can easily see when was the last time I visited any of my regular places. This way I never stay away for too long and never miss any new jobs. I also take the time to colour code it to highlight the jobs that have rejected my application or the ones I'm currently chasing.
4. Make your own schedule. Having some routine is key to keeping your cool longterm. I get up every workday at 7am and find it does me a world of good as opposed to just sleeping in. Jobhunting is a serious business, so I try to face it like a pro! I do it Monday to Friday and a bit on Saturday mornings before starting off my well deserved weekend. I like stability, so having a sort of regular life whilst unemployed helps to keep my sanity close to intact. Find how to have a productive day and then stick to it on a regular basis.
5. Keep a diary. Everyday I make a list of everything I want to achieve that day. From making the bed and making a load of laundry to jobhunting, booking a dental appointment or chasing up on that interview I'm supposed to hear about soon. And then as the day goes by I make my way through that list, ticking everything I've done so far. This make sound a bit childish, but truth be told it makes a huge difference to me. Since I've started doing this I've never felt the days slowly dragging along again. It also keeps my laziness at bay by reminding me of what I still have to do that day.
6. Pamper yourself. Jobhunting is hard, so take a bit here and there to pamper yourself. Take yourself out to lunch once a week or take a 20 minute break with your book and a cup of tea. Heck, if you're ahead of your own schedule take a bit of the afternoon off and go to the cinema. And make sure to put it all on your diary-list-thingy. Look at those pampering moments and therapeutic breaks for your sanity and to reboost your ego. And it's always another tick!
7. Find a new project. I believe you should be serious about your jobhunting; do it a few hours everyday and keep a close eye on everything that's going on. That being said I don't think it doable to jobhunt for eight hours a day every single day. Not without going crazy within 72 hours or less. So with the time you have left in your day try to find a new project. Remember when you still had a job and kept postponing things because you didn't have the time? Well you can make the most of it now! I'm currently going through my cupboards and trying to maximise storage space in our flat, next I might get some crafts projects going, start on the Christmas batch of handmade presents.
8. Clock out. If you're serious about your jobhunting and do it regularly and methodically then there should be no reason for you to feel guilty for switching off your computer at 6pm (or whatever time you decide is best for you). The beauty of being serious about it during your work week is that you can enjoy your time "out of the office" guilt free. Because - to me at least! - there's nothing worse than when jobhunting takes over your life and you feel bad for having a nice life outside of it. When you feel guilty because you're not hooked to your computer looking for yet another role to apply to.
9. Stay positive. In the end it's just a numbers game. Do your best and the rest will follow. And in the meantime make the most of your "free" time. Make it count and believe something great is always just about to happen. Sooner or later it'll happen, so there's no need to drive yourself into despair until then!